Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in lashmaster's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
6:39 pm	Suicide Meeting? So I just had a mandatory suicide meeting on my floor. It mad me sad and start thinking about things. I don't know if I am just trying to put on a strong face or something. I really do hate being here. Like, It's okay I guess, but overall I am generally not happy. I hate it. I am so mad at myself too. I am a fucking idiot. I barely made a passing grade on my calc test. I am already fucking up and I think "already" is a little too late. Like really. I don't know. I feel like everything is just an excuse for something else. I just want it all to be over. I just want to be in Spain again. Not even with Santi to bare you all, I just want to be there. I feel like a different person, because basically I am. I don't know, I can't explain it. Current Mood: distressed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
1:19 pm	Good gracious ass is bodacious!!! So yesterday I started my workout plan... which afterwards I felt good and thin, but then I ate a ton. lol I was talking to Lauren and she said the same thing happens to her. Like after you work out you eat a ton. It sucks. I am watching the Tyra Banks show and there is this girl on who is 15, 5'6 and 110 pounds and she thinks she is fat. I am just like "err..." So yeah. I decided I like boy bodaciousness. It's grand, to a certain extent that is. I would just like to tone it up a bit. lol For example, my love handles. They are gross. But we'll see how that goes. I really don't want to go to my next class which I need to get going soon. It starts at 1:40 and it is 1:22 right now. It's called "Information Systems" Aka... I am going to be sleeping until 3:00. Urgh, it's so boring. But I am going to get going, bathroom run. So I'll write more later. Bye dolls!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 10th, 2005
11:20 am	TGIF All I have to say is TGIF. I have completed yet another week at Duquesne. I think that makes for three weeks school wise, and one week just being tortured (aka orientation), so in other words I have been here for one month. I can't believe it! Can you? Ha. Well, today when I was browsing through FACEBOOK I found this group to join. It's called "How did I end up at Duquesne?" It's nice to see I am not the only one who feels that way. Anyways, Fridays are pretty relaxing. I only have two classes, English and Calc. I already had English and my mind started to drift. I found it very hard to pay attention today. I'm not sure why. I am tired, but that's okay. I don't know. Yesterday I had my first tutoring session for calc. My tutor is super nice and funny. His name is Russ. Yay for Russ! Although he will never compare to Amy, he seems okay. lol I love you Amy! Today I was thinking about going to Pitt, because I though I had arranged so with B, but yesterday he was all "I have plans I can probably squeeze you in." I was just like "errr..." so whatever. I might not go, because I don't really know what I would do there. I do want to go to CVS, but I don't know if that is worth all of that trouble. Purhaps tomorrow I can go for a walk in the ghetto and try to find something like that. I actually wanted to go to the Strip District tomorrow morning, but I haven't figured out the buses yet. I do know the bus for Pitt though, so that is good. Oh guess what. I volunteered to collect money Sunday morning for hurricane Katrina relief. I am so nice. I don't know how they plan on transporting me though. I am curious to find out. Well that is about all. I am excited for lunch, because I am very hungry. Yum! I need to pick up my room too. So adios. Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
10:48 pm	I love HIllary Duff! Okay, I have now accepted Hillary Duff into my life as a teen pop queen. It took me years to come to this point, but I recognize this behavior. Yes, yes... now I know you all know I am a die hard Britney fan, but it is true. I did not like the Britser when she first came out... but little by little she started to grow on me, and the same thing has happened for me with Hillary. For about 2 years now when hearing such catchy songs on the radio such as: So Yesterday and that one... Let the rain come down etc etc etc... I don't remember what it's called, but yes. I have been fighting the urges to sing a long and now I finally can! HURRAH! So what really lured me in, was seeing her with her boyfriend at the VMA's. Go Hillary. I <3 with large differences in their ages. Yes, that is what won me over. She is starting to become a string bean too. Has anyone else noticed? BOO Hilary. (Does Hilary have one L or two?) We like our girls with curves. So anyways... My floor is so uncomfortable. Yes, I am laying on my floor right now. HA. So anyways, I am breaking out so so badly. This could be a good thing! Maybe my period is coming soon. HURRAH! Oh how I do love it. Today I made this mix on my Larry (my i-pod) called Booty Mix. It's really great. In fact, it is so great I am going to share it with you: 1) Drop It Like It's Hot 2) Get Right (remix) 3) Noche De Travesura 4) Disco Inferno 5) Goodies 6) Get Your Freak On (remix) 7) Okay 8) Gasolina 9) Candy Shop 10) Loose Control 11) Tu Marido (remix) 12) Lean Back (remix) 13) Switch 14) Bailenlo 15) This Is How We Do Yes, that does rock my world. So my two bff's had some action this weekend which made me happy. I on the other hand am basically like... hm, let's think of a good comparison. I was going to say a broken bucket. Which isn't appropriate because I am not broken. But basically I am a bucket but my mop is err... not in the broom closet? hahahahaha Okay, that doesn't work either. So I didn't do any of my homework this weekend. I'll do it tomorrow though and what not. Oh fooey. English takes so much effort, but I really love my Prof. He rules. I actually think I mentioned him before. Like he isn't Brian, like I don't like him like that. He is just I don't know. I can't explain it. Well that is all for now. 5:15 comes early in the morning. Yes I will be at work tomorrow. Yay 7-11! Come buy stuff. Sleep well everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!! Much love!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 4th, 2005
10:28 pm	We've got Spirit yes we do, we've got spirit how bout you?? (And by me I mean my different personalities.) Okay, so sometimes I just totally switch personalities. Like right now for example. I think I just get really sad and what not and then I build myself back up setting all of these wierd and stupid goals for myself, and then when I get off track or loose faith in myself I drop again and the whole process repeats itself. That is what I believe the story of my life. ... Well it just so happens I have made up my mind on a few things. I mean not really... it's basically the same goals every other girl my age has. For example: Calculus... okay okay, you guys can all laugh now. HAHAHA I know, but I am going to pass it and I am going to do well. (After I get my tutour of course... which I basically I am hoping it will be Amy Jones in a different body. Don't get me wrong, I would be estatic if it were Amy Jones because she is so great with that stuff, but she as we all know is in Boston.) (Hi Amy!) So yeah, I mean I am hoping to do well in all of my classes. I need a 3.0 average at least. I've always had higher then that but this is college so I don't know... But yeah, I need a 3.0 to study abroad next year. (YAY!) Also, I lost about 10 pounds from having my tonsils taken out (yay!!!) But I have already gained 5 back from being at college. (Hello rice krispie treats and gushers!) That needs to stop now. lol So I need to loose some wieght. Like I don't think I am obease or anything, but I would just like to loose some pounds. (Btw stick figures are icky. ICK ICK) So yeah, my goal weight is about 125 ish. Now I am not going to share my weight with you because I am sensitive about that subject but I do have a decent amount of work cut for me. Now I know this isn't going to happen over night, so I am hoping but June probably. AND I want to get my tummy pierced. hehehe So I can be like every other teenie bopper of course. (Yes I just used the words teenie bopper.) (haha) But it's not so I can show it off at the beach this summer. There will be no summer beach trips for me. 7-11 is already calling my name, since I am planning on studying abroad Linda and Jim have made it clear that this time they will not be footing the bill. (How sad.) But I understand. Money is tight, even more though then you think. Yeah you ass wipes out there that are using "Get Go"... well I am going to bring them down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MWA HA HA HA HA HA. Don't get my wrong, my parents make no money off of gas what so ever, but when people stop to get gas they usually buy something when they come into to pay, well you can imagine sales are down. So I am going to do some research on this whole "gas price" thing. Since the government sets the price, I don't understand how get go can sell their gas like that. And even if I don't get anywhere on helping out my parentals (bringing down get go of course...lol) at least I will be informed, which I have learned from Prof. Rozell (pronounced ROW ZELL) that the whole point of an argument is not to prove a point but to become at least more informed. Cheers Prof. Rozell!!! So every time I see my mom she is always asking me about me marrying Santi. Usually she says "Don't lie to me! Are you planning on marrying him?" And then I say no, but today I said "I don't know" so which was a big step. HAHAHA And then Linda goes into this big SPIEL about how I can't move to Spain because then I will never see her because she apparently hates Spain and is never going back. She actually told me she would prefer to live under a bridge then live in a house in Spain. hahaha This made me think of Manfy, jail, and Boston. But see, I actually would like to live in Spain. I mean I am majoring in International Business and Spanish. I want to work at the head offices of Zara in La Coruna. So now what? Oh man. Well that is about all I've got for now. Oh wait, I also wanted to all of the people out there drinking alcohol on Tuesday nights... why? I am so glad I already went through the whole "liberation" stage already when I went to Spain for the first time. I don't even think I was bad compared to most college students. It kind of makes me sad. Silly children. Also I am considering starting to smoke. Like I have tried it before but I never inhale, but it's all of the smokers who make friends. And I thought up this theory the first night I was in Spain ever. All of the kids from all over the world who would be spending their year in Spain were sitting outside smoking and mingeling. Then there were some other kids and myself. The non-smokers. lol It is just easier to mingle if you smoke. You can just sit down by someone and "Hey, got a light?" And engage in conversation. It's great. But that to me just seems stupid going through all of the trouble to do that. I don't know. Okay, I am not going to do that. Who am I kidding? Just a thought! Well, much love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
6:38 pm	Woes Me AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I have almost completed two whole weeks of college... And let me tell you. It's been awful. I remember being at Mars thinking, I want to get the hell out of here. So I did. I went to Spain, but no need to lie. To be honest it wasn't all that. Sibling competition... Lindsey did it, so I had to do it too. There you have the truth. I had an overall good time in Spain though. I would do it again in a heart beat. And then I came back to Mars, and the torturous small town living began to kick in again. Man... I can't wait to go to college were the new thoughts entering my brain. So now I am here. I hate it. I know college is supposed to be great parties, lots of alcohol, meeting your new "life long" friends... but that isn't happening for me. I know it's my fault too. I am not a party animal, I am not a drunk, and I am timid. Okay, so now you are lauging. Yeah, I don't know? I get kind of nervous around people I don't know. Like really nervous. So that has been the story of my life for the past two weeks. I am lonely and quiet and sad. It's so wierd? This makes me think, am I ready to go out into the real world? I can't even leave my room! I don't know. I think of Spain and think... I didn't have these kind of problems there. I mean I had similiar ones, but not completely the same... and they were totally different circumstances. I don't know, this is basically rambling but yeah. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
11:06 am	My cereal is soggy. Hi Guys. I know I haven't written for a really long time, but trust me you didn't miss much. So I am at Duquesne for those of you who didn't know. It's pretty shitty, but everyone else seems to be enjoying themselves so I guess it can't be too bad. It's Sunday morning and I just finished eating some Lucky charms and I had to do some stuff so they got soggy. It was pretty sad, but I ate them anyways. So last night after being screwed over as usual by my "bff" I tried to set up my printer. Didn't work. I only got to step 10 and then I couldn't get the fucking ink cartridges in. So they sat out all night and will probably sit out all day. I hope that isn't bad for them. Jim can hopefully get the cartridges in... They are also going to build this shelf for me today that they baught me and then hook up the tv so it is quite exciting. Today I have to read some shit and write crap. I am very descriptive. Yes, I know. Well I am probably going to go wash my bowl/spoon now... and then clean up my room and try to bash ink cartridges into the printer. Actually first I am probably going to e-mail Scott. Good bye. Current Mood: and sad (Comment on this)
Friday, August 5th, 2005
10:03 am	OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! I am in so much pain!!! Yesterday morning at 9 I was getting ready for surgery at Children's Hospital to get my tonsils removed. Oh, woes me. It's horrible. I am in so much pain. I actually don't want to write more because my head is starting to hurt. Probably because it's been 40 hours since I've eaten real food. (I've eaten about 5 popsicles since yesterday.) OWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Well I would say visitors are welcomed, but your not. Stay away because it hurts to much to talk. Current Mood: I'm In PAIN (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
9:57 pm	Lauriekins where are you????????????????????? Brrrr........... I love air conditioning. It allows one to wear winter clothing in summer. Brilliant. So Lauren and I were going to go out for Ice cream and she never came, and my mom was like "her car battery is dead she isn't coming and Lindsey and I are leaving so if you are coming with us come on." So I called Laurens house and no one answered!!!!!!!!!! And I was like "Well I didn't get clean for nothing!" So I went with Linda and Lindsey which I regretted about 30 seconds after I buckled my seat belt. (Big Surprise) Then when we came back from the not so grand adventure there were two calls from Lauren and I don't know where she or her big brown jeep with pink accessories are. OH LAURIEKINS WHERE ARE YOU????????????????????????????????? Tomorrow is my last day of work. Thursday I will be going to Children's Hopsital (because I am still a child obviously) to get my tonsils taken out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am scarred. I hope they at least give them to me in a jar or something so I can shake them around. lol Is anyone else really scarred about going to college? I am guessing no because everyone is so damn excited. Well I AM NOT. There. ... I said it. I am actually dreading it. Not that my room mate Sarah Jones doesn't seem like a lovely girl (beacuse she does), but I don't know. I am just dreading it. No reasone to explain more. And I haven't baught anything college related. Not even a meal plan, no computer.... nor bed sheets and I am moving in on the 16th. Dear Lord save me. I really hope my family wins the lottery because we need. We are so poor it makes me sad, but at this moment there isn't anything we can really do about it but keep on workin. So I really miss Santi. This year is going to be so hard but next year should be so much better. (I plan on studying abroad again... Salamanca to be exact.) I just want college to be over. I want my credit card from Christmas to be paid off, and I want all to be well. This obviously isn't going to happen for a long time. Linda is such a scary woman. She is making me pay for my face medicine. DAMN HER. She keeps saying she isn't buying us anything else. (aka no deoderent) OH LINDA!!! I am tired and cold and worried. SIGH I hope everyone else is having an enjoyable evening. I am going to go snuggle under some blankets because I have to get up to work at 5 in the morning. Lucky me. besos Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
4:38 pm	AHHHHHHHHH Hi Everyone! I'm home. You can all flourish me with welcome back gifts if you like. hehehehehe Oh, by the way I didn't break up with Santi. We are happily in love again. Yay. I got home yesterday around 5:00 pm and went straigh to the AJ Polumbo center to meet some kids for the Kelly Clarkson concert. It was okay..... I would have enjoyed it more if I wasn't so tired and hadn't just said adios to mi amor. But I had already paid for the ticket so I had to be there. I am so tired, but you can all come visit me tomorrow at 7-11 where I will only be working for four more days starting tomorrow. 6:00 in the morning until 2:00 in the afternoon. August 4th I am getting my tonsils taken out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am really scared. Well that's all for now.I think I am kind of sick so I am going to go rest. ABUR Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
12:16 pm	I'm Sad. I'm sad. On the way home from work today my dad was lecturing me about how apparently I think we are the Hiltons or something and about money and what not because I was complaining that I have to go back to the Butler store later tonight to work. I don't know. It was sad. I was like "Jim you are supposed to be the nice parent. Chill out." But then when we got home and I started walking over to Erinn's and Lizzy's to let their dogs out and what not I started crying. I don't even know why but it was sad. I even made a list of things today at work that I was going to write about in my journal, so lets begin. Well I guess I will start with 7-11 fun. I don't know if I have mentioned Frank before but he is the Kevin Federline look a like but a lot hotter because Kevin F. isn't hott actually. I don't now why, he just makes me think of him. Well today he came in and was like, "You're Jessica, right?" And I was like, "Yeah." And he was like, "Well I am in here all the time and I just wanted to introduce myself. I'm Frank." And I was just like "Hi." But I said it really bitchy. I didn't even mean too, and I already new what his name was but that's okay. I think from the lack of sleep I was just not very plesant today even when I tried to be. Oh well. Then, this is a side note for AMY around 8:30 there had only been about 3 customers in since 6:00 which is even more slower then usual on a Sunday morning. Probably because it's Father's Day, but anyways as I was getting some new decaf coffee grinds (we keep our coffee fresh!!) I just started singing (yes outloud) CRUSH by Mandy Moore. It was pretty rediculous. I was getting into it and getting giggly and shit until I realized what I was doing and then I stopped. Oh dear. Then, oh... I don't know if you all know this or not, but the place about 7-11 is called Gateway and there they have special "drug/alcohol" meetings. You can figure the rest out. (Not illegal... like rehab stuff) but it was after the meetings has already started and this hoochie mama came running out of the car with this frizzy hair. (You could tell she was trying to look nice so it was kind of sad.) And she came in the store and was like muttering "mother fucker mother fucker" and she was like, "I need my coffee! I'm going to be late. That mother fucker!" It was quite interesting. I honestly didn't know what to do. So then she came up to the counter and she was like today is my 60th day clean and I am not going to be there for them to announce it! I'm going to miss it! She was quite upset, so I being the generous person I am told her not to worry about the 5 cents she was scrambling to find. She was quite thrilled and ran out the door. Then only a little later I was greeted by TK's smiling face. It was quite nice to see him. I was starting to miss MHS. ... okay, maybe I wasn't but yeah. lol He came up for some breakfast goodies. Milk, bacon, and eggs. That sucks that it's Father's Day and he had to go get the Breakfast food. I bet he cooked too. Oh TK. That was about all the 7-11 fun I've had so far but I am sure I can write more about how I slit my wrists after working at Butler for 2 hours. One mroe thing to add. If any of you ever have your own business I am giving you this advice and you should probably take it. Don't make your kids work for you because they'll probably resent you more then the average parent child resenment issues go. New topic. So last night I went to Sams grad party. It was super fun and I am glad I went. I guess there is nothing else to comment on about that because the only person I think reads this is Amy and I've already told her anyways. Oh, btw there was lots of dancing and it was fun. Last but not least, I have some questions I would like to ask the crowd if there is a crowd. If you could leave me your thoughts that would be great. 1) Married people... what's their deal? Honestly do you really think your parents are happy together? 2) Is it better to date a good friend or someone you barely know? Well I am going to go wallow in my own self pitty. I hope everyone is having a nice day. Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
9:44 pm	WHAT THE HELL?????????????? Everytime I write about my very important DREAMS they never SAVE. DAMN IT. I hate the internet. Current Mood: annoyed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:35 pm	LA TORTURA Hurrah! I am listening to Shakira's new c.d. : ) Tonight I decided to clean myself and dress decently to go out with Lizzy. This is the first time since graduation I have done so. Well not the get clean part, but dressing nice. Seeing as I spend my days at 7-11 I do not feel it's necessary to dress to impress. There is no one I need to impress there. Anyways, I went to Barnes and Nobles with Lizzy to help her find a summer read. I actually didn't help. She didn't like my selections but that's okay. That's what makes us who we are. I guess... lol Then we went to Best Buy afterwards where I found the new Shakira c.d. and bought to take home with me. I'm not sure how I like the rest of the songs, but LA TORTURA is so good it makes up for it. lol Oh, Zach I just wanted to say I miss you. I'm sorry if I spelled your name wrong too because I'm not sure exaclty how it is that you spell it, but I hope you get better. You rule. Also I am happy for Lizzy too that you guys are going to work things out because you two are the cutest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, something I forgot to add yesterday. JEFF. JEFF. JEFF. Jeff is such a nice boy. He is the long lost HOME CITY ICE DELIVERY BOY. lol (I am sad. Deal with it.) So Jeff and I go way back,... like back to when I started working at 7-11 the summer before 8th. I remember I saw him and it gave me home. He is quite the cutie, he was engaged to some German chick so I am guessing they are married now. That's okay, he is cool and deserves it, but yes. He is soooo nice, and I haven't seen him in months and yesterday he came with an ice delivery. I had to refrain myself from hugging him. He is such a nice boy!!!! It was really nice to see him, so WELCOME BACK JEFF. Hmm... I'm off to surf the web or go watch 2 Weeks Notice and put on my pj's. I'm not sure when you will be reading this, because I have already made an entry for today but it still isn't showing. Livejournal confuses me. Apparently no one else has any problems with it accept for me. BUENAS NOCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: But a tad tired (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
6:32 pm	"Tamps" are a pain. So right now my tamp is hurting but oh well. Those are the consequences of being a female. Linda just about ate me because I "took too long" to seperate my laundry and now it is going to storm. Oh well, I have about 7 more loads to do too. I haven't really done laundry since Spring break. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I know, that is disgusting but I am a pretty disgusting and on top of that lazy person; Fear not. When I ran out of things to wear then I did a load or so..... but over all I haven't done all of my laundry in a very long time. And I need to, so I am. Yesterday evening I went to play tennis with Lauren. It was really fun and I have gotten better! By better I mean I can hit the ball and she can actually hit it back to me. It only went out of the court (like over the fence) about 3 or 4 times. It was a great load of fun. I am kind of sore today though but I want to play again. I <3 tennis. (Not real tennis though. I don't like rules and what not. Just hitting it back and forth. No rules.) (Well, playing nicely is the rule I suppose.) I am considering taking my contacts out because I haven't in a really long time and my eyes are starting to hurt. Also these are my last pair of contacts. I have some new ones waiting for me at Wal*Mart but Linda doesn't seem to have time to pick them up. She doesn't care if I can see or not. Also I hesitate to put on my glasses, because as you know if you have seen me recently God hates me and I have quite bad acne. Wearing glasses, I think, makes acne stick out more, so I am trying to avoid it. Also, we picked up my new "perscription" wipe things from Giant Eagle that the dermo. told me to get. They were $90.00 and Linda just about flipped shit. First she tried to make ME pay for them, and then she told me I better be cutting them into fourths and using them wisely. Oh Linda, how I love you so. Oh, so one day when I was at work I made a list of everything Amy should take to Spain with her. Dear Amy, Since I haven't talked to you in a long time (and I am sure you will be reading this eventually) here is a list of things you should take with you to Spain: -Spanish/English dictionary -swim suit and towel -umbrella (optional) -tennis racket -c.d. player (discman) and extra batteries -plane/bus tickets -passport -copy of passport -Money cash/credit card -personal items (don't forget underwear and socks!!!!!!!!!) -toiletries -CLOTHING::::: Of all sorts... bring "warmer" clothing too and for warm weather, semi-dressy... not dressy, but nice...lol (I'll call and tell you how the weather has been.) Oh you might want to bring work out clothing too... don't forget shoes either!!! Tennis shoes, sandals, whatever... those clogs you <3 -Camera(s) -Addresses (if you want to send post cards) -book (to read just in case) Well that's about all that I came up with. I think it sounds like a suitable list. Well I think everyone should come visit me at work. I am working Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday from 6:00 a.m. until 2:00 p.m. at the 7-11 on the hill before Target. Come visit! Well Since the storm hasn't come yet, I think I am going to go finish sorting my clothes. Current Mood: okay (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:40 pm	This would be the 4th one...... let's see if it works. (Comment on this)
3:37 pm	Confused I don't understand if these works in "fours". By this I mean, if you click on the link in my info to see my journal it shows the first 4 I have written but not the most recent ones. Why? So I don't know if you need to have four new ones before it puts them all up? I am just playing around with this. Yay... Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
3:31 pm	TIRED HOLA Guapisimos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so freaking tired. Today I was at work at 6:00 a.m. (as usual) but Jimmy took me home around 1:30 so that was nice. Oh, I remembered I wanted to share some of the highlights from my working day with you all but I've seen to forgotten them. (That's how tired I am.) But fear not! I will have plenty more. Hmm... a 8:30 this morning I had a gas drive off on $30.00. It was really sad seeing as I had one on Monday also. I am trying to convince my dad to switch to make it prepay all of the time. The 7-11 in Mars is now prepay all of the time and according to Sil (the woman who owns it) gas sales are not down and grocery sales are up. Because then the SOB's (customers) have to come in the store, and most people buy stuff. So I hope he will switch, because that would make my life much easier. When I came home from work I had some left over pizza from yesterday and then I went to my room and crashed on to my bed and slept. It was glorious! I unfortunately woke up around 3:16 and I actually got up so I could meet my so called "boyfriend" for some chatting time on MSN messenger. Which is what I am doing now. Hmmm... he is wierd. I am going to die. I am really interested to see how my summer vacation turns out. All I have to say is I can't wait for Amy to get there. YAY AMY. Well I am going to dry to burn a c.d. to send to Olaya. Wish me luck. Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
8:18 pm	Neck cramping Today was my first day off of work since we have been out of school and already I feel like I have been working FOREVER. I got to sleep in until 9 this morning, which I must say was pretty enjoyable until Linda woke me up. IT PAINED ME (as Senora would say) (hahahaha but literally) I have this neck cramp from sleeping wierd and it still hurts. Yay. So Linda made me breakfast this morning which I thought was generous. We have waffles and bacon. Yum. I had a very productive day off even though I haven't done any laundry... which needs to be done, but oh well. It will be there tomorrow and the next day I am sure. After breakfast I showered and what not and then Linda and I went out to Butler to go to the "social security card office" in Butler. MY GOD. Everyone with bad B.O. was there. Basically the whole town of Butler. It was horrible and I had to wait in this tiny waiting room for about 40 minutes which was cramped full. Some smelly man on crutches was sitting next to me. It was not enjoyable at all, but the whole process after dealing with the lady (there was only one lady work and a fat security guard... of course. What other way would the government have it?) it only took about 5 minutes and I should be getting a new social security card in about a week. SOOOOOOOOOOOO that means I can finally go take my permit test again. HURRAH! After we were done in Butler... WHICH first things first. Walking the streets of Butler I saw a Senora Foxall look a like with quite similar fashion tastes. Despite the heat the Senora look a like was wearing brown CHUNKY (ew) heals with black tights and thing black furry dress ensemble that was sparkly. Same hair and everything. It was horrible. Linda and I had a good laugh. We then went home and met my dad to go to Pizza Hut. I ended up paying because my parents are apparently "broke" until payday, which is this Friday. That's okay, I didn't mind that much. Afterwards we came home to find a package had arrived at my house from Santiago. It was my cell phone (despite her scratches she is still quite beautiful) and the wedding invitations so my mother and I flew like bats out of hell to Richland to "etched in glass" so I could order a frame. This process took about an hour and a half because the stupid man he was also on crutched by the way... it was wierd. Took forever to type it up on the computer. I was like, "Look, if you let me type it I am sure it will be a lot faster." Old man George of course did not go for that, so Linda and I sat there for an extremely long amount of time. In the end it should be done in a week and it costed $55.00. AH. Oh well. I also applied for my credit card today so they should be sending that. I paid an extra 20 so it would get here in 3 days instead of 10, which I am sure I would have missed. I am leaving for Spain in exactly 2 weeks. Actually, this time in 2 weeks I should be in a plane. Yay. Well that is about all for today. I am once again working tomorrow from 6 until 2 so I should probably get to bed early tonight. I would just like to add our air conditioning is broken. I hope you feel bad for me because I am dying. Current Mood: hot (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
2:17 pm	Girl Stuff If you don't like girl stuff don't read this. Okay, so I have had like a "runny" period for like over 10 days. I wouldn't even call it runny. It comes and it goes and it comes back!!! WTF? And also, bras. I don't get them they do nothing but make my life miserable. And I finally got some new ones, but here is the thing. They don't fit. Every bra I have ever worn in my life I am pretty sure has not fitted "correctly". Why? I don't know. I suck. Anyways, so I actually asked my mom for help and I was like, "Is this how it is supposed to fit?" And she was like "Yes!" So we buy some bras. ($30.00!!!!! for one!!!!!!!!!!) So after spending $120.00 I get home take the tags off of one to try it on under a shirt and I am not satisfied because after about 5 minutes I had the "old lady" affect going on. This means "popping out". I was very upset and told my mother. She then bitched at me for cutting off the tag and told me I had to pay her back. So now being upset I was just pondering WHY WHY WHY do they not fit? So I have come to the conclusion I plan to exchange the other 3 for a bigger size...... that is sooooooo embarrassing. But oh well. I hope those fit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: blank (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
10:39 pm	A Cinderella Story I just watched A Cinderella Story and Sophia Bush is quite the lucky lady because Chad M. Murray is very nice looking. But anyways, since I have graduated I feel wiser. Not really but I have just been doing a lot of thinking, you know? Since I have been spending all waking hours at 7-11. I don't really have much to comment on right now, well I do but I feel semi-sick so I don't feel like sharing. I just wanted to say I decided to forget about my "list". Why???? You may be asking yourself, but that is because when you make a list you are supposed to cross things off. Nothing on my list will ever be crossed off. So here's to your Mrs. Robinson. Cheers. (Comment on this)